Today on the way to dropping the boys off to school. Kaden asked me why the doctors just couldnt cut the cancer out of Devaun. I had to explain to him that even if they had taken it out of one spot, it still has spread to other areas of his body that they wouldnt be able to take it out from and there are no medicines right now that can make it go away. Peyton and Kaden both said that they are going to miss their brother a lot. I said that I am going to miss him too but we have to remember all the happy and good times and that Devaun will be in heaven with his grandpa and he wont have the cancer or be in pain anymore.
I am really glad that the boys feel like they can open up and talk to me about their feelings and cry if they feel like they need to cry. I am so lucky that I have such wonderful, caring and loving boys.
I didnt go to see Devaun but Jerre and his brothers had gone over there to visit him and watched "Dispicable Me". The boys were waiting for that movie to come out on DVD.
Devaun is doing okay today but a little drowsy. Probably from the meds.
He slept really well last night and didnt wake up from any pain. Since the nurse had increased the dosage, he is not in as much pain. Was also a little more chatty than yesterday. Which is always nice to hear.
Right now he is spending some quality time with Luv. I think its really important for Devaun and his mom to have some alone time with each other, it is good for both of them.
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